கவிதைக்காரன் ( The Poet )

I waked up  While the world is still sleeping The first thought came in my mind is yours As like the last thought before I sleeps...  Nowadays  I prefer not to bother you As i never knew still What's your thoughts about me? Am i bothering you? Or adding value? You never acknowledged any  Or discouraged any. Often  The overwhelming  The unspoken  I convert as poetry I keep you inside of my soul And talk to you I created a world for us Where i speak to you Where you listen Often this imaginary world is what saving me. You made me write poetey in english You made me listen hindi songs You made me being in solidarity, silence You made me lot  I never knew  You really reading these poems But as wind flows  Make people breath  I write to you  I write by you You being happy  Living with greatness  Is what i always want Either with me Or with someone Doesn't matter.. I will pass this birth With what you have bless...

Today, I was told that you have resigned. First, I was in shock. Then sadness followed. And finally… I felt happy for you. I was in a shock because you won’t be there anymore in our professional space. No more support beside me. No more machine allocations, tender compliance discussions, conference coordination, demos, clinical evaluations— and no more arguments with me. The bigger loss is theirs hence mine They never treated you right. And you… you always leave places that fail to value you, people who fail to treat you well. That is your strength. I am happy because you have received what you long wished for. Your moment has come. It actually came long ago— I knew it. My soul told me. The Almighty tests great souls, but never abandons them. (Just like you test me… and still stay.) I hope you won’t give up on me either. A new environment. New people. New learnings. And I am truly happy for you. But I am sad too. Your name will no longer pop up in my mailbox. No longer appe...

It was last year— August 10th I saw you.. Since then Seven months passed since yesterday, So many days, countless hours, Still I never got to see you. You never told me to come, either. I miss that charming face. I miss that dopamine smile. I miss that vibrant personality. I miss the one who got angry with me often. I miss the one who make me happy, smile, cry. I miss my poetry trigger. I miss the one who made me laugh. I miss the one who made me silent sometimes. I miss the life you always brought with you. I miss the light you ignited every time. I miss the happy version of me.. Which you bring.. Today many photographs are popping up today I am searching your face in those I couldn't find Next four days.. Your absence will haunt me Please come back. Show yourself. Give me back the life you once gave me. I miss the whole of you. I survive now only on our memories. You live the life you have chosen— be happy there, carry your responsibilities, take care that as well. Al...