Likely to die soon

I asked you one day 

On the dusky morning 

Where sun kissed the earth with ease 

Where the rain drops 

Still intensely hitting the earth 

Like it was on quarrel yesterday 

Where I was on sinking thoughts of yours, rain and sun together

How do you react if I am going to die soon. 

You replied, "will ask what happened first" 

Then you continued saying

 "I am not sure how I would react" 

As usual you made me think! 

This time on what you said.. 

How would I react if I knew that 

my deared one die soon. 

Do I react same to everyone's departure? 

Do I react with same emotions? 

Do I react with same intense? 

How do I react then? 

I am not sure how I would react! 

Death is a cursing sometime 

Death is a blessing sometime 

Death is a freedom too for someone

Death is a door to wisdom for a few

Do I need to react wise! Or

Do I need to cry a lot 

And accept as there were no options?

I am not sure how I would react! 

What if the dear ones dies soon? 

Their presence become absence? 

Their replacement can't be find? 

Do we lose a bit of ours without them? 

Will the world either looks simple or complicated? 

Don't know how the dark feels

Untill sun sets down. Right? 

But I am still not sure how I would react! 

There will be a struggle to accept the reality 

There will be a shouting towards the almighty

There will be a pleasure of pain and pain of pain

Still I am not too sure how I would react! 

I can say a bit that

How I would possibly react? 

May be the same way when you were near 

where I can't meet you 

May be the same way you were with me

But with so much of social consciousness

May be the same way you were near

But with the moral and commitments of life Running in your mind

May be the same way you were smiling at me 

Where I can saw your brain in that smile! 

May be the same way 

I felt your absence on your presence 

Your farness when you were near?! 

I may, I would react or feel

just as above 

millions folds more may be

If I know my dearest one going to die soon

The void during the presence  

Felt million folds higher

During the loved ones absence!

I am still not

One hundred percent sure that

How would I react!