Understanding you..

 

"I hope you understand me over time"

you asked me today.

Such a simple line,

yet it stirred something deep—

a thought-provoking question

that made me emotional.

Have I understood you?

Am I still understanding you?

Will I ever fully understand you?

I keep thinking… thinking…

Unlike me,

you never speak your heart out.

You’re not that person.

Your emotions come wrapped in subtlety.

Your words arrive gently,

almost coded—

and I keep learning to decode them.

Because you…

You know more than me.

You observe more than me.

You give better than me.

You are, simply,

a better human than me.

So tell me—

do I really understand you?

All I know is this:

I’ve been trying.

I’ve been pursuing, constantly, sincerely.

And I will continue…

because you are

a very, very important person in my life.

And the process of understanding you—

that is where my happiness lies.

That is where my creativity lives.

That is where my soul rests.

My frequent communication to you

is not for you to reply,

not for you to even see,

not for anything in return.

But your response

Bring happiness, joy and excites me

But be who you are

My priority is your comfort

My priority is your happiness

I always prioritise

You ahead of me..

I speak to you

so my soul can believe

that you are there,

and that I am sharing with you

All the fun,

All the good things,

All the laughter

I experience—

as if you were right beside me.

Like children dream

of things they know they may never have.

Sometimes lying to the soul

is kinder than hurting it.

All I can say is:

I’m living this life to understand you

as deeply as I can.

And I’m happy doing it—

like a meditation toward destiny,

like a dream stretching into eternity.

You are the light of my life.

From far is better than never.

My sincere prayer to you will be

Be there.... In my life.

VB

02/12/2025, 9:25 pm.